my open door to a new tomorrow

The old me is coming back full circle. I know your thinking what im talking about. Well things in my life that happend changed me in a few ways. The same mind I was thinking in for so long changed, or was thrown on the back burner so to speak.

Strangely I am back to my old self but with an added addition of a few life lessons to go on. What a ride life can be at times.

In my journey for the past year I learned why I have become so much more loving and open to others when it can be a pathway, and a door that leaves you vulnerable to getting your heart broken from time to time. BUT let me say it is worth it and I see that now.

My surroundings at home and Thoughts r what made me change in that manner.

I don't mean to sound dreadful but I made a promise to myself and that is the fact that people will know how I feel about them as of today and as of tomorrow. I will not hold it in because we do not know if there is another tomorrow.

I pray and hope that everyone is blessed with longevity in life but that is always unknown and up to the keeper of the stars. That is why I try to live with words that are spoken, words that are heard, so that everyone around me will know how much they mean to me.

Through my journey I have gained a new vision. I did not know how to accept this new part of me for the longest. Now I have and I embrace the fact that life is a LIFE long journey and we never stop learning new things.

We come to times in life where we think that we have all of the wisdom in the world, yet we open our eyes everyday to new things whether we see it, or not. I call it realization. A new chapter. We all do this.

I feel it is better for me to think like this despite the rocks I stumbled on to get here. I know that God knows what he is doing and I see there reasons when all is said and done.

God wants me to be a better person. He will make sure that I see this come rain or sunshine because he knows what is best for me and for you when we don't see it for ourselves.

So, love like there is no tom0row, live like there is know tom0rrow and see the gift that you have been given, and thank the boss up stairs for what he has blessed you with.

vegan cake try it once

*1 cup soy milk
*1 tsp vinegar
*3/4 cup granulated sugar
*1/3 cup canola oil
*1 tsp vanilla extract
*1/2 tsp almond extract
*1 cup all-purpose flour
*1/3 cup cocoa powder
*3/4 tsp baking soda
*1/2 tsp baking powder
*1/4 tsp salt

1. Preheat oven to 350F and line muffin pan.
2. Whisk together the soy milk and vinegar in a large bowl, and set aside for a few minutes to curdle. Add the sugar, oil and extracts to the soy milk mixture and beat till foamy. In a separate bowl, sift together the flour, cocoa powder, baking soda, baking powder and salt. Add in two batches to the wet ingredients. (I mixed the wet ingredients in my bhagona) and added the dry directly there! Much easier!)Beat till no large lumps remain. Fill liners 3/4 full. Bake 18-20 minutes till toothpick comes out clean. Let cool in pan five minutes and transfer to rack to cool completely.

Chocolate Buttercream Frosting
*1/4 cup margarine softened
*1/4 cup shortening
*1/2 cup unsweetned cocoa powder, sifted
*2 1/2 powdered sugar, sifted
*3 tbsps soy milk (or more, I think!)
*1 1/2 tsps pure vanilla extract

1. Cream together the margarine and the shortening until well combined. Add the cocoa powder and incorporate well. (Again, I did this all in the bhagona). It looked rather dry at first, but came together beautifully.)Add the confectioners' sugar in about 1/2 cup batches and beat well adding a little splash of soy milk after each addition. When all ingredients have been well incorporated, add the vanilla and beat until light and fluffy.


Hope you like them!

People Can Be So CRUEL

People Can Be So CRUEL

People can be so cruel,

So untrue,

Not everybody will follow by the rules,

At times it's hard to play it cool,

Oh, they make me feel like a fool,

Gettin me to fall for the things they say and do,

Lazys and crazys all around,

People can be so cruel,

Still nothings changed yet,

Nothing, nothing seems real anymore,

That's hard to accept,

There's no respect,

Not everywhere, not here, not there no,

People can be so cruel,

This is a cold place,

An imperfect world,

Full of imperfect people,

And that's true,

The ugliness of death is all around,

It's everywhere around!

People can be so cruel,

Innocence, innocence given and innocence taken,

It's a horrible ugly thing,

It happens but it shouldn't happen,

Life is terrifying and life is wonderful,

Some of us just haven't yet gotten the chance,

The chance to see the beautiful side of life,

Sometimes we take it for granted,

We stop believing and we stop praying,

We start saying,

We've had enough and it's time to give up,

Over someone or something,

Like I said,

People can be so cruel,

So untrue,

Not everybody will follow by the rules,

At times it's hard to play it cool,

Oh, they make me feel like a fool,

Gettin me to fall for the things they say and do,

Lazys and crazys all around,

Hmm...wow...

But what more could I say,

Life is that way a lot of the time,

People can be so cruel,

People can be so cruel,

Oh yes, people can be so cruel,

Sometimes they don't even realize the things that they say and do.

The HUES Of Pain

The HUES Of Pain


Red for the color of her eyes after she cried those tears
For what they left behind was nothing more than a smear

Gray for the sky because OF her BROKEN heart
But why did you DO IT for she was both beautiful and smart

Black for her heart for she will never love again
And you have created a dead person within!

QUIET EMOTIONS

Quiet Emotions
I always took u as a friend:
trusted u all the while
now we've gone our separate ways
each with different lives to live.

The bond will always be there
the friendship always intact;
But the time for us has come and gone
and the pages of time, you can't turn back.

I will always be a friend to you
and wonder how you are;
The smiles and laughter I will remember
and our fights have become painless scars.

Sometimes on those busy days
when you've a thousand things to do;
Please let me glide slowly through your mind
and spend some time with you.

In that quiet moment
when you're surprised to find me there;
Just remember even with the distance between us
I am still someone who will always care.

hi all

hi visitors
well this is my first attempt...
will add more later..
.spent half of my life
with ups n downs
((koi nai baat nahi hai.. sab ke upa n downs hote hai)...
arrre m not complaining...
but i now want smooth sailing( ride... )
he he he... till i write again have fun
punam