my open door to a new tomorrow

The old me is coming back full circle. I know your thinking what im talking about. Well things in my life that happend changed me in a few ways. The same mind I was thinking in for so long changed, or was thrown on the back burner so to speak.

Strangely I am back to my old self but with an added addition of a few life lessons to go on. What a ride life can be at times.

In my journey for the past year I learned why I have become so much more loving and open to others when it can be a pathway, and a door that leaves you vulnerable to getting your heart broken from time to time. BUT let me say it is worth it and I see that now.

My surroundings at home and Thoughts r what made me change in that manner.

I don't mean to sound dreadful but I made a promise to myself and that is the fact that people will know how I feel about them as of today and as of tomorrow. I will not hold it in because we do not know if there is another tomorrow.

I pray and hope that everyone is blessed with longevity in life but that is always unknown and up to the keeper of the stars. That is why I try to live with words that are spoken, words that are heard, so that everyone around me will know how much they mean to me.

Through my journey I have gained a new vision. I did not know how to accept this new part of me for the longest. Now I have and I embrace the fact that life is a LIFE long journey and we never stop learning new things.

We come to times in life where we think that we have all of the wisdom in the world, yet we open our eyes everyday to new things whether we see it, or not. I call it realization. A new chapter. We all do this.

I feel it is better for me to think like this despite the rocks I stumbled on to get here. I know that God knows what he is doing and I see there reasons when all is said and done.

God wants me to be a better person. He will make sure that I see this come rain or sunshine because he knows what is best for me and for you when we don't see it for ourselves.

So, love like there is no tom0row, live like there is know tom0rrow and see the gift that you have been given, and thank the boss up stairs for what he has blessed you with.